My Beautiful Monday

Here he comes without a warning
Although it's no surprise to me
We've been playing this game for so long it seems
That his presence is no mystery

What if I walked away from all this shit
Threw my hands up and said whatever
Said I don't give enough to be treated this way
When all I wanted was forever
What if I said there are no more options
And told you "there's the door" if you want to leave
You see, I've spent enough time living life on my own
And there's nothing you'll have to concede

I'm not better when I am with you
I'm not broken when we are apart
I'm not hoping that you will change your mind
I'm not waiting for a broken heart

Because you'll never see how I wake up on Monday
drag myself through the day like a dog
find myself in the darkness of a solitary room
head full of nuisance and blinding fog
I'm thinking that I should have know better
Maybe next time something different will come
Cause a man has only got so many options in love
Until he ceases to be one