Shit talking

for all your worth 

all you do is annoy me

take your time to get back to me 

or keep me on read

do what you need to 

in order to linger 

when you need something 

or want me to stroke your ego

or sometimes create the warm space in your bed

do what you want 

if you think that being a man means taking my essence

taking my virility 

and compounding it down to nothing more than a visceral exchange of grunts

it's time, making time, baking time, creating time, always time after time

the best of times

the worst of times

chasing you time 

creating doubting time

in and out of time

best be sure that you got played from the time you got to get me mine

because in the end

when we're all out of time

it's just me and you again doin nothing but the worst things 

that keep us left behind

never growing and never knowing what could've been, my love

what could've been because

you didn't try to be more than what you kept me limited at your call

so do what you need to

keep on stroking that ego

take my piece if it gives you peace

eat my heart if it gives you release

I do what I can to make sure that I get mine

fifty years, still a struggle

but I aint flyin blind.