Ex-Boyfriend

Few things remind me of you.

I remember when we first met and I couldn't take my eyes off of your smile.

A chance meeting, through distant friends 

And I was smitten with the way you looked at me.

You were my James Vanderbeek.

I had to know everything about you and be a part of your world.

Our first date was unconventional.

It seems weird to recall it all these years later,

But the entire night stands out as one of the most romantic "firsts" in my entire life.

I remember sitting next to you, getting warm by the bonfire

It was a cold January or February night in the Arizona desert.

We talked for an eternity and then we decided to go for a walk.

Under the bridge we kissed as the water of the river passed us by

I pulled you on top of me to feel you grinding into my dick, you excited me so much.

I wanted you like I wanted air. 

I wanted to take you and hold you and feel the warmth of your body, inside and out.

I wanted your touch.

I wanted you to kiss me with such intensity that I stopped imagining the world around me.

I wanted to kiss you and make you feel everything within my soul.

And I wanted to give you the entire world.