ugly

I get ugly. 

With all the things I'm up against

I feel defeated.

While I'm watching you succeed

And I'm far from the lead

It's devicive

And my secrecy and my silence

Can't buy me politeness

All I can do is watch you

And cheer you on.

Because I know you're wrong.

But rather than get ugly

I still wanna wish you the best

Even though you're just stupid

You could never handle my ugliness

I hope that someday you remember

That it was me, the man you don't see

Who wanted you to be happy

Don't make me get ugly.